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Wednesday, September 21st, 2005
September 21st, 2005
Thursday, August 11th, 2005
August 11th, 2005
- School was today!!!!

Today was awesome! i luv high school!

Im super super tired now because today was just a bunch of chaos...buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut.....i cant wait 2 tomorrow.

high school rocks...i love it! YAY!

too bad im a stupid freshman :(


i saw so many of my friends today but definatly not all of them...so im looking forward to things settling down.

untill next time...

<3 yall!

Wednesday, August 10th, 2005
August 10th, 2005
- Last Day of Summer Vacation '05

School starts tomorrow!!!!!!!!!

im excited...cant wait.

Im gunna miss the summer...but it wasnt that great.

soooooo...i cant wait to see everybody tommorrow!

Eli just called me and said he was about to WALK up to my house.....

...from effin emerald valley!

....so..um..yea.....we'll just have to see about that.

I guess ill talk to you guys later and maybe see you tomorrow!

LuV Ya'LL bUnChEs! PeAcE!

Monday, August 8th, 2005
August 8th, 2005
Hey Ya'll.

SoOoO nuthins really going on im just sittin here bored cause i woke up WAY too early for my taste.
Dint's really do much this weekend just chilled out.
I've gotta make a tan appt. a hair appt. and a nail appt. today.
geeeeeeeeez...Its crazy being a girl.

Well thurrs not much to say so i guess ill talk to you cool dudes later.

<3 always

Friday, August 5th, 2005
August 5th, 2005

Hey Everybody!

Im sittin here at work w/ my mom. We're prolly gunna go eat and go shopping on her luch break in a few hours....so...yea.

I cant wait for school to start...im anxious.

Im going shopping AGAIN tonight for some cute shoes and purses and stuff.

Im prolly gettin my hair cut soon...i found how i want it cut and it is so totally cute!! i <3 it!

Well i guess ill talk to you folks later!


current mood: anxious
Thursday, August 4th, 2005
August 4th, 2005

Heeeeeey people!

I registered yesterday!

Here's my schedule.

1st semester...

  1. English - Avery
  2. PE - Scruggs
  3. Science - Bonham
  4. Music Appr. - Honeycutt....gettin that crap CHANGED!

2nd semester...

  1. Multimedia Design - Smith
  2. World History - Saxon
  3. Algebra - Foust :[
  4. PE - Scruggs

tell me if yall have any  classes w/ me! im scuuured. lol jk.

anyways....im excited for school to start now. ONE WEEK!

well theres not much more to say so i guess im out! <3 u guys!

PeAcE! <3 yall!

current mood: AnXiOuS
Tuesday, August 2nd, 2005
August 2nd, 2005

Registration is tomorrow.

I really hope this year wont suck. Of course...c/o '09 brings bad luck everywhere we go.

I just got this REALLY cute brown shirt and if i have to tuck that crap in ill be pissed.

grrr...9th grade bttr not suck.

I still cant wait to be in high school though. lol. im a loozer. It'll prolly be aiiet.

I effin hate people that are immature and act like they're freakin 4. if people have a problem with you they need to grow the balls to tell you and talk to you about it instead of walkin around with an effin attitude all the time. gah stupid people make me mad...

Well i dont really know whats going on today. who knows. i guess ill talk to you hoes later.

<3 yall! PeAcE!

current mood: BlAh
Monday, August 1st, 2005
August 1st, 2005

Hey Loozers whats crackin!¡

Sooo...i've had lots of fun lately!

Friday Night - I went shoppin and eli came with me...i got some shoes and some cute clothes..so now im ready 4 school...i dont WANT it to start..but im ready for it. We ran into Mikey..he's a trip..and then went back to my house for a bit.

Saturday - Me, Eli, Sammy, and Sammy's g/f and her sister went to the galleria...i bought me sum love spell from victoria's secret..that stuff TOTALLY rox!

Sunday - Went to church then came back home and slep..kinda boring day but it was aiet.

Toooooday - probably going tannin or something...heck i dont know.

Registration is wednsday!!!!!!!!!! AHHHH! school sucks. but at least there's no more rudd.

LuVYoUGuYs! PeAcEoUt!

current mood: HyPeR
Friday, July 29th, 2005
July 29th, 2005


me and eli aren't broken up...but if we WE'RE then it'd be MY business and MY decision. Some things needed to change in our relationship and i think that they will...everything will get better. Im sick of stupid people who have such a problem with the guy i choose to date and be in LOVE with. if those people really care THAT MUCH then they'll accept who i choose to go out with.....ok. I love eli and nothing will EVER change that so screw all of you who have such a problem with it...i dont care anymore. And those of you who will be happy for me and support me no matter what r the only one's i want anything to do with anyway. thats what a TRUE FRIEND is.

Kelsey - I had so much fun with you this week and to clear things up im not talkin about you i promise. Luv You So Much Girl! thanks for all the boy-trouble help...lol.

Nick - You're SUCH a good friend and i luv ya to death.

Elijah Gene Logan - I LOVE YOU!

Ashley and Jenna - thanks so much <3 u!

i realize now that the only people i need are the people who are gunna love me and support me for ME and my decisions. and if they dont support my decisions then they'll be MATURE and TALK about it.

<3 all of you...especially my true friends...and Eli. He's the best.

Summer's almost over and it sucks...but it was a learning experience.

<3 ya'll~PeAcE!


current mood: Grateful
Tuesday, July 26th, 2005
July 26th, 2005
January 10, 2005 - July 26, 2005

current mood: Crappy
July 26th, 2005

Tracey and Eli are officially OVER.

yup...no more boyfriend. It's pretty upsetting. It VERY hard to just let go after almost 7 months. it'll take a LONG time and i might find myself at times alone in my room regreting it...but ive just got to get through it. He's been a HUGE part of me for almost a year...this is HARD! i dont know what to do. but it needed to end...it was headed in the completely wrong direction. I feel horrible and i just feel like breaking down and crying. but i can let it get to me...so here i go...me on my own without eli. I want him to continue to be in my life...but i dont know how easy that will be. who knows. hopefully it'll all work out for the best. i need all the support i can get. i gotta get through it.

*Now again i find myself so far down...away from the sun*

life is HARD. boys are HARDER.

I love eli. but now its over. time to cry.

i'll miss all the good times...but i am so glad that all the bad times are gone.

how depressing...

current mood: Depressed and Heartbroken
July 26th, 2005

What it is hoes.

Im sittin here at kelseys..we aint doin much of nuthin but some ppl might come over tonight.

Im either going to the races w/ kelso or to church w/ eli tomorrow but i dont know which one...i dont wanna make eli mad but i kinda wanna go with kelsey...grrr..why does he have to get upset so easy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

that makes me mad...cause i really wanna go w/ kelsey!!!! WHAT SHOULD I DO?!?!?!


o well...ill write more later.

PeAcE <3


current mood: CoNfUsEd! What To Do????
July 26th, 2005

LIFE is a balance of HoLdinG On and LeTTiNG GO

Dont you know? *nobody drinks alone* every demon, every ghost, from your past and every memory you've held back - follows you home.\

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show. And i thought that being strong meant never losing your self-control. But i'm just drunk enough, to let go of my pain, to hell with my pride, let it fall like rain from my eyes...tonight i want to cry.

... im not depressed ya'll... i just love keith urban.

<3 u.

current mood: HaPPy
Monday, July 25th, 2005
July 25th, 2005

Hey Ya'll!

So i haven't written in a long time!

Friday and Saturday i went on a thing with church and it was way cool.

After that on saturday me and elijah went to captain d's and then watched Diary of a mad black woman.

Sunday i got sick and didnt do nuthin but get fed soup and 7up by eli {how sweet...lol} and he just stayed over here for a bit and then nuthin much else.

Life is great right now! I've got awesome friends and an awesome boyfriend! and i haven't been in trouble with my parents in i dont know how long. YAY!  I've been in the best mood lately. It sucks that school starts back in like 2 or 3 weeks. thats not cool. but other than that life rox.

Not Much to Say so...PeAcE OuT!

current mood: ChEErFuL!
Thursday, July 21st, 2005
July 21st, 2005

What is UUUUP!

Haven't really done much lately...i spent the night with Kelsey tuesday night and we chilled with Candice. It was fun!

I went to church last night...it was really good!

Im about to go tanning...my appt. is at 4:00...so im kinda cuttin it short.

I cant stand people who have MAJOR attitude problems and dont ven realize it. It just hilarious when people who are even older than i am act like they are 2....its really childish and immature. I HATE it. But o well...its their game...im not gunna let it get to me.


<3 Ya'll!

---Off to the tanning bed---

current mood: Annoyed
Tuesday, July 19th, 2005
July 19th, 2005
- Sittin Here With Kelsey Faye...

Hey Ya'll..

SoOoO Whats uuuuuuuup???

Haven't done much today....i came over to kelsey's house...Candice came over for a bit..then we went tannin..not been doing much since then..we're both just sittin here bored.

I dont know what we're doing tomorrow...

Well aint much to say..ttyl! LuV YalL!

PeAcE OuT!

current mood: BoReD!
Monday, July 18th, 2005
July 18th, 2005


I love my friends. They all think im pretty..lol.

Anonymous people are GAY!

I had so much fun friday night..hangin with tha sis rocks.

I had a good weekend too...me and eli r doing SO much better.

Thanks to all my friends who stick up for me..balls to the walls guys..i love all yew crazy kids.

Im in the bestest mood. i feel very loved.


LoVe Ya'LL LoTs!

current mood: LoVeD!
Friday, July 15th, 2005
July 15th, 2005

i had the time of my life

and i owe it all to you

current mood: HyPeR
Sunday, July 10th, 2005
July 10th, 2005

Quick Update if anyone really cares lol.

Wed. i went to church.

I hung w/ kelso friday mornin (lol kelsey faye)

Friday night i chilled w/ the fam for a bit then w/ eli for a bit.

Yesterday i went shopping and got TONS of cute stuff.

I went to church this mornin then got trapped inside by the rain.

So basically i didnt have any type of a remotly interesting weekend.

Hurricane dennis is a fag.

Luv Ya'll. Call Me!

current mood: annoyed by the rain.
Tuesday, July 5th, 2005
July 5th, 2005

I wish i knew how things would be without Eli.

Would i be happier?

Would i have more fun?

I guess i'll never know because he's my one and only and i love him to death!!

....but i still sometimes wonder.


current mood: Curious
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